I dont know what to do. Genuinely. Nothing could have possibly prepared me for this.

For the furst time in my life my future actually seems unclear and its scary. My entire life got flipped on it's head in one night and now everything is different and screwed up and miserable.

But i mean im gonna continue despite everything; its the only thing i can do really.

Thank you everyone for being so kind to me, it means a lot that i have people that have my back when i need it. People that i can turn to when i need it.

Drink water and stay amazing rbamssy gang. I'll be just fine.